It looks like the Blues Brothers! Blues Brothers 2012.
It looks like the Blues Brothers! Blues Brothers 2012.
Keep walking. Just keep walking.
It really does!
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
3 years 5 months off
during night:
nocturia, bad dry mouth and eyes and nose and maybe others areas,(Gougerot-Sjögren? or withdrawal)
lying horizontal in bed has improved(was very severe) but still dizziness/spine
during day:
spine pain, ribcage pain, shoulders but bearable
unable to stand , ataxia;
muscular rigidity sometime, very high emotional excitability, very sensitive;
ear deaf and severe right tinnitus, sinus blocked,
i am actually in a wave of akathisia and off balance, nerve starts and high anxiety with high derealization and tinnitus but still try to walk outdoor
my muscles have been severely deteriorate
Last edited by stan; 08-30-2012 at 09:18 PM.
12 years paxil(9 years only 10 mg) - cold turkey(1,5 month) and switch celexa tapered 1 year 20 mg
62 years old - for GAD - 4 years 3 months meds free [since april 2009]
vegetables soup - orange (vit C) - curcuma - some meat or fish
There are no doubt improvements on the whole, Stan. Though I so know how it usually worsens when in the wave. Plus this stubborn ear problems. But it is very good that you walk outdoor. How many hours are you able to sleep now in the night?
Keep walking. Just keep walking.
5 or 6 per night with regular awaking 5 to 10 minutes
12 years paxil(9 years only 10 mg) - cold turkey(1,5 month) and switch celexa tapered 1 year 20 mg
62 years old - for GAD - 4 years 3 months meds free [since april 2009]
vegetables soup - orange (vit C) - curcuma - some meat or fish
The 3rd year was still very tough for me. So many of our symptoms seem to be due to the inability of the body to regulate itself. Our bodies are continually overreacting to everything. Even though I am still having some unusual reactions my physiology is more stable than it used to be. Time, patience, self-love, and healthy living will make a difference. Hang tough, Stan. Thinking of you.
Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage. Anaïs Nin
unfortunately, i am not in the third, but in the fourth, thank you Mike, i will wait, one or 3 years more is no more a problem, i am used to wait;
yes, my body is unable to regule itself
thank you for your kindness
12 years paxil(9 years only 10 mg) - cold turkey(1,5 month) and switch celexa tapered 1 year 20 mg
62 years old - for GAD - 4 years 3 months meds free [since april 2009]
vegetables soup - orange (vit C) - curcuma - some meat or fish
The third and fourth were very bad for me, then some improvement in the 5th, up and down since then. Still rough but lots of progress. I read about one guy who snapped out of it almost completely at 5 years. Good stuff can happen.Originally Posted by stan
Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage. Anaïs Nin
The 2nd year was hell as well as the 3rd one(Agoraphobia).4th year was not so bad with huge improvements.5th year seems to be harder...But I keep walking.
Stay strong,Stan!
Severe anxiety since childhood .SSRIs for OCD.
Major traumatism in my life:Prozac during short periods.
Deroxat (=Paxil) during 7 years.
Three unsuccessful atempts to quit.
Deroxat free since may 2008 (Cold turkey )
3 years 6 months off
during night:
nocturia, bad dry mouth, eyes, nose and maybe others areas,
when lying horizontal in bed off balance lying/spine pains/brain zaps, kind of akathisia
during day:
spine pain, ribcage pain, shoulders
unable to stand, akathisia/ataxia;
very high emotional, anxiety
ear deaf and severe right tinnitus, derealization,
my muscles have been severely deteriorate
exercize is not possible
constantly in waves
some little improvements here and there
12 years paxil(9 years only 10 mg) - cold turkey(1,5 month) and switch celexa tapered 1 year 20 mg
62 years old - for GAD - 4 years 3 months meds free [since april 2009]
vegetables soup - orange (vit C) - curcuma - some meat or fish
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