My hair is falling out really badly, my eyes keep on getting infections, i have some serious GI problems like constipation that i cant get rid of, My bones make a crackling sound when i walk or move any part of my body. I get pains all over my body and i have the worst back pain imaginable. I feel confused too. Is this what death feels like? What happens if i dont get better? Is there nothing that will be able to help me? Am i going to suffer like this for years on end? I feel like a bad person because God would never allow so much pain upon a good person. I am 24 years old and feel like im at the end of my life. I feel like this is it.