Congratulations Cosette!you did it,you did NOT listen to your neuro-emotions (I adopted this from Sheila) and did what you wanted to do.Because that´s seems to be the issue, our ways of thinking and feeling life, damaged during x period of our lives, made us believe so powerfully so strongly that we WERE NOT CAPABLE OF LIVING that we will never be so good or even worst, that we didn´t deserve to be happy, that it created such a distorsion that took us out of balance; well at least that´s the way I feel it.

I dont know how bad your anxiety attacks are Cossete, but mine are very draning and even though I forced myself to step on a stage and sing when the avoidance behavior was powerfull.But the power of your spirit or whaterever you wanna call it is even stronger; I know that .