Im so weak and suicidal I need help, I need hope, I need somthing to cling onto and I need your help

I have been looking at demylination again and am convinced that this pgad is demyelination of the pudendal nerve, if I can repair the myelin I could recover

the only woman I have found who has recovered was taking 2 suppliments

1) Methylsulfonylmethane - looking into this it seems it could have some impact on the myelin sheath

and

2) arginine - this also looks like its a myelin basic protien

help me guys, please please help me, could I try these, has anyone tried them or know of anyone who has, if I cant take them then I cant recover, if i cant recover then I will die, please help me

sheila, are you in correspondence with anyone a dr or anything who knows about/ is an expery in myelin? could you ask for me, its asking alot, too much but I need to know if these things may help me