I had wondered where your apparent tolerance of the antibiotics fit in. You know, it’s possible that you had more of a reaction to them than you realize. If you look at it, you had cigarettes > pneumonia > multiple antibiotics > severe anxiety episode > Zoloft.
What if the multiple antibiotic courses had more of a neurotoxic effect than you realized and it was cumulative and helped push you over the edge into the anxiety episode? I wouldn’t be surprised, since you apparently have a very sensitive / finely tuned system.
I can understand even more now why not feeling would bother you. You *ae* used to being tuned in. But, don’t worry, that seems to be already fixing itself.