Alex, I just walked in the door and my cat is yelling for attention and I have to take care of a few things here. I was checking for voice mails (online) and for some reason took a quick look on IAWP and saw this.
I'm very concerned about you and I have some things I want to suggest, especially if you're tapering a benzo. In a little while I'm going to read up on some of your other posts to be more familiar with your situation. I'll post soon and hope what I post will be helpful to you.
I'm not sure if you're in any immediate danger right now. That concerns me. If you are, please call or be with someone where you'll be safe. I mean it. Call a suicide help line if necessary. If you're tapering anything right now, you might need to change your taper a little so you don't feel bad like this.
What are you tapering right now, and have you tapered off anything else recently? And what dose are you on and what is your taper schedule?
I'll be back very soon. Don't give up!
